☐ Single ☐ Taken ☑ Planning the 2nd royal wedding of this year with Prince Harry

It had to be done.

No wonder I’m going to study psych.

Anorexia

[ ] You hate your body.
[ ] You have starved yourself.
[ ] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.
[ ] People always say you’re skinny, but you think fat.
[x] People think you are way too skinny.
[ ] You skip at least one meal a day.
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.

Total: 1/9

ADHD
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[ ] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
[ ] You aren’t very shy.
Total: 1/7

Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[ ] You are very irritable.
[ ] You barely get any or no sleep.
[x (who doesn’t?) ] You have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 1/7

Bulimia Nervosa

[ ] You’ve thrown up all your food at one time
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don’t feel sick.
[ ] You have little control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You eat fast.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] You always say you are fat.
[x] People think you are way too skinny. 

Total: 1/8

Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[ ] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[ ] You destroy property on purpose
[ ] You always lie.
[ ] You’ve stayed out all night.
[ ] You have/attempted to run away from home.
Total: 0/10

Depression

[ ] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[ ] You always, or normally, are crying.
[> ] You find no hope in your future.
[ ] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x LOL] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[ ] You are anti-social.
[ ] You have low self esteem.
[ ] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] Hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 1 1/2 /9

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[ ] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 3/6

Schizophrenia / Anxiety

[x] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can’t escape.
[ ] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[ ] You are very shy.
[ ] You often talk to yourself.

Total: 2/8

Anonymously tell me one of your secrets.

“You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her. Because you don’t destroy people you love.”

I went to the orthopedist and pretty much all the did was reconfirm what I was told at the ER: that it’s either the LCL or meniscus, and that I need an MRI. I got a knee brace to gimp around in, but even with it, it’s hard. I tried walking without it and my leg just collapses from underneath me. It’s like when your leg falls completely asleep and you try walking on it. The MRI was supposedly ordered today; I have to wait for their call. Hopefully I’ll get to go tomorrow or Monday, because I just want to know what the heck I’m dealing with and how long I’m required to stay out of the gym this time, because there’s no way I’m just going to sit here until it “starts to feel better.” I’m a horrible, impatient patient, but seeing as how I can’t walk right now, there’s not much I could do to defy my orders. Trying to get up the stairs is some kind of sick joke. 

I just want to know what’s going on.

Reblog if you will answer 10 questions 100% truthfully anon or not.

Make my night.

Nightmares and Daydreams.

I drove in my car to a house in a cul-de-sac. I could see over the fence to the backyard, where there was a very deep, empty pool. Everyone I cared about was there, and each one of them was on some sort of bike, rollerblades, or skateboard. They were trying all of these dangerous tricks; flipping, twisting, and not even noticing the twenty foot drop to concrete. Nobody was wearing a helmet or any sort of protective gear. They just kept smiling and laughing.

I got out of the car and asked what they were doing. They just ignored me. They kept flying higher and higher, shooting out of the pool, then rolling back in. I tried to get their attention, but nothing worked. They started to do tricks that were even more difficult, and I begged them to stop, but they wouldn’t listen. I was screaming at them, and I started to cry, because I was sure something bad was about to happen, but I woke up.

I know this sounds so stupid, but I always have these nightmares, and I hate them. After too much time has gone by like this, I’m afraid it’s going to happen again; that it’s just around the corner. And you know what?

It was.

YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG:

This is not how a Royal should wave:

Let the real Royal Queen show you how it’s done:

A Small Challenge

“We all know someone who suffers in silence, we all know that someone, sometimes we are that someone.

We sense their suffering, we sense their pain, but we don’t do anything about it, we go on with our lives, we smile, we talk about nothing, we are friends, but we don’t try to understand each other’s stories.

Let’s change that, when you see this person again, ask them what’s wrong, ask them how you can help, and if you can’t then just listen. More often than not we listen to the words, but we don’t focus on the meaning behind them. 

You’ll help someone today, and maybe someday when you are at your lowest, someone else will do the same for you.”

 kmusicalchick replied to your post: What’s stopping you?

everything…myself…

Exactly. Yourself. Your happiness should never be outweighed by a few moments of sadness. You have to start within yourself. We can only tell you we love you and that you’re beautiful and that you’re worth everything so many times; you have to start trying to believe in yourself, love. Please, just try. I know it’s hard, but we’re all here for you. You CAN do this<3

What’s stopping you?

You can’t have a better tomorrow if you don’t stop thinking about yesterday.

Every 40 seconds someone dies of suicide. Reblog if you’re here for your followers.

How terrible it is to love something that death can touch.

Two years today. I can’t believe it’s been so long. I’m older now; older than you were, and that kind of scares me. If you’re reading this, I know that sounds stupid, but you really can’t understand unless you’ve been through it yourself. 

The place I miss you most is gymnastics. I remember going to gym the next day, and we were silent. I kept expecting you to walk around the corner and say “surprise!” It was like I could feel you there. You shone so, so brightly, and it was like a light had gone out. I remember just having friend requested you on facebook; you never got to respond to that. That’s what hurts the most: that we still had so far to go and I never got to say goodbye. 

I know that I’ll see you again, but sometimes it seems to far away. Singing at your funeral was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I couldn’t even make it through one verse. I started sobbing and collapsed into my chair. Sitting right now, I feel on the verge of tears. I just…miss you. That’s all there is to it: I miss you. and I have my bracelet to remind me every day. God be with you till we meet again.

Amanda Nicole Shoemaker

“You’ll meet her, she’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see when she smiles, you’ll love her.”